New details have emerged from the horrific Mar. 27, 2023, mass shooting that claimed the lives of six people, including three children, at the Covenant Christian School in Nashville, Tennessee.
New light has been shed on the inner machinations of transgender shooter Audrey Elizabeth Hale (she identified as a male) after a local Tennessee outlet published her journal/manifesto.
On Tuesday, The Tennessee Star published the 90 pages worth of unredacted findings of Haleβs manifesto.
The journal included a number of dark and disturbed ramblings.
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On one page, Hale scribbled quotes like βI hurt bad,β βI need to dieβ and βI hate life.β (That page also appeared to be signed by βAiden,β the male name Hale was trying to use.)
On another set of pages, Hale wrote about βbrown love.β
Quotes on those pages included ones such as βno brown girls, no love,β βI am nothing,β and βBrown love is the most beautiful.β
Other pages in Haleβs book exhibited a deep state of depression.
One such page, dated just a couple months before the horrific shooting, saw Hale scribble out: βEverything makes me sad Iβm sad about everything I want to sayβ¦, goodbye.β
Hale was ultimately killed by police following the school shooting.
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Some pages of Haleβs manifesto were chock-full of writing; others had scarce notes and illustrations.
In another set of pages, Hale β who is white β appeared to take direct issue with her own ethnicity.
One scribble pointed an arrow from the term βwhite privlageβ (spelled incorrectly) to βembarrassment to self.β
Another scribble appeared to confirm that Hale suffered from some form of βwhite guilt.β
βWHITE NOTHINGNESSβ she scribbled, followed by, βpoor people resent this s***
βMy parents arenβt rich. They work hard for thier money so I didnβt end up homeless.
βYet I still feel bad.
βCursed to be looked down upon.β
Elsewhere, in the manifesto, Hale touched on the topic of transgenderism.
βMajor blow to girls; I am a boy that has no p****,β one scribble read.
Elsewhere in that same set of pages, Hale wrote, βI donβt care about living (my breath)…Death will be my way to find a better life.β
This publishing corroborates prior reporting from The Star, which also noted that it has not yet procured a different βspiral notebook,β which βis said to contain writings of her operational plan of attack.β
Additionally, itβs worth noting that authorities have been fighting hard to have this journal squelched.
βWhat I was told is, her manifesto was a blueprint on total destruction, and it was so, so detailed at the level of what she had planned,β Metro Nashville Council Member Courtney Johnston told the New York Post back in April 2023.
Johnston added: βThat document in the wrong personβs hands would be astronomically dangerous.β
It is unclear if Johnston was describing the recently published journal, or the aforementioned spiral notebook.
The Star and its editor-in-chief have been involved in legal battles to procure the publication of more of Haleβs works.
The full journal is available for download at The Tennessee Star. (WARNING: Following the link provided by the Star leads to a manifesto that contains graphic imagery, vulgar language and themes that may offend some readers.)
This article originally appeared on The Western Journal, and is reposted with permission.
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